The wake up with a view

Finally I was awake, the pain was real, but I took one look out my window and I wasn’t sure if I was high or if I was really seeing this multi million pound view. I was looking at the houses of parliament on a beautiful sunny day. It helped me through the next 10…

The first surgery

I prayed, I prayed, I prayed. I had faith in God and in this amazing team. St Thomas is a remarkable hospital. Finally the day has come where someone a medical professional was going to help me. This was part one of two surgeries, I was having my ribs removed on the left side of…

The start

After my melt down I went to the doctor who helped me the day my mind and wall went crumbling down. She was wonderful we spoke about everything and suggested starting an AntiDepressant which I was hesitant to take but she said it would help for now, my aniexty, my insomnia, dark days and restlessness….

Lithuania 

So I haven’t been able to travel for a long time due to my blood clots, and I’m having serious travel blues. I miss walking and exploring a new city, embracing new cultures, meeting new people and hearing their stories of their town and country.  So a few years ago I got to visit a…

A taste of Poland 

I love food, I love trying traditional food’s whenever I go to a new place! Learning about eh history of the food, how it is made and why it became a tradition is so cool. And I LOVE PERIGIE I could eat it everyday in Poland it’s so yummy! It’s kind of like dumplings and…

A little trip. 

So after a breakdown, and finding Jesus I needed a break away, so my best friend phoned me and said she’d booked me a flight and I was to come stay with her for a while.  I feel in love with Poland in 2013, and go 2/3 times a year. If you’ve never been GO….

Of a new faith.

I was broken, scared, lost and angry. If you are not religious I understand this may not be your cup of tea, but this is just my story and how I survived being at the bottom. I didn’t grow up in a christian household, but I was raised by parents who also taught me to…